Author Archives: Shehryar Khawar
Melancholia

From behind the curtain of thick grey fog
peeks melancholia, a familiar face and friend
Hope is but a distant mirage, even a wild bog
It kills you, leaving no sad evidence in the end
The Autumn Outside, and the Autumn Within

A season that never ends.
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Outside, autumn reigns with colors of gold and rust,
walking in fancy colors, is really a sad, old whore
Within, the autumn stays forever, heaps of ash and dust,
it was born when I was born, will die when I’m no more
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Outside, there is a verdict, a cruel and harsh judgment,
unsolicited and uninvited, yet delivered firmly in the face
Within, there exists failure, dark, rotten, and repugnant,
it was born when I was born, will die when I quit the race
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Outside, there is refusal, a hard and cold rejection,
imparted cruelly, yet justified and utterly sensible
Within, there exists misery, a bitter and dark dejection,
it was born when I was born, will die as I am dispensable
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Outside, there is warmth, an almost useless affection,
a product of reciprocity, mere courtesy, and manners
Within, there is love - a brightly burning perfection,
it was born when I was born, will die with lowered banners
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Outside, there is sadness, and within it is always blue,
in perfect harmony, the weeping violin and the crying cello
Outside, the autumn reigns, and within, there is an autumn too,
were there when I was born, will fade as the ink turns yellow
Life and Times of the Yellow Moon

Where does the yellow full moon vanish
when a new moon is born up there and far?
Does it become a memory, sweet but painful
dreams, that are either forgotten or they scar?
Or does it shatter into a million little pieces;
each piece evolving into a lovely shining star?
A glorious October dawn

