A Shit-load of Exclamation Marks!

SCREAM!!!!!

You wanna scream at something – really anything at all;

you wanna scream at someone – really anyone at all

You wanna shout to make God bend down and call;

you wanna shout till your voice echoes in His great hall

But in the end, you are just screaming at yourself;

banging your own head against the silent wall

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A shit-load of exclamation marks!

SCREAM!!!!!

You just want to scream at something – really anything at all;

you just want to scream at someone – really anyone at all

You want to shout to make God pay heed and listen;

you want to shout till your voice echoes in His great hall

But in the end, you just scream at yourself;

banging your own head against the silent wall


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CRUSH!!!!!

You just want to crush something – really anything at all;

you just want to crush someone – really anyone at all

You want to rub every face raw into the grounded glass;

they may beg mercy or on their stomach they may crawl

But in the end, you just crush your own spirit;

breathing your last, and unable to pay the toll


DESTROY!!!!!

You just want to destroy something – really anything at all;

you just want to destroy someone – really anyone at all

You want to scorch every living cell into grey sodden ash;

they all well deserve their punishment after all

But in the end, you just destroy yourself;

shattering into oblivion, and feeling so small


HATE!!!!!

You just want to hate something – really anything at all;

you just want to hate someone – really anyone at all

You want to hate till your hate fills all the voids;

they are all to be detested, you want to hate them all

But in the end, you just hate your own self;

your ego breaking into pieces, your pride suffers a fall


KILL!!!!!

You just want to kill something – really anything at all;

you just want to kill someone – really anyone at all

You want to kill till there is nothing more to kill;

the victims may beg or they may pathetically bawl

But in the end, you just kill your own self;

the blood flowing black, amidst the regret that you haul


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To Him who Cared to Give a Fuck

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This is what happens when kindness is wasted, loyalty is ignored, and patience snaps.

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To you, my friend, who cared to give a fuck,

to you, my friend, who chose to care for all

None of your fucks ever mattered,

none of them were counted at all

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For God’s sake, don’t be so fucking sad,

you just gave a fuck and not your whole life

For Heaven’s sake, your fuck wasn’t even that good,

it was a dull blade at the most, not even a sharp knife

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You think you just gave a fuck or two,

and they were all that were ever needed?

You believe even if you gave countless fucks,

were they all the shit that you ever ceded?

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You and your countless stupid fucks,

both be damned to the red hell and back

All the damn fucks you ever cared to give,

and the fucks you didn’t ever try to crack

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Keep your fuck and keep it hidden and safe,

it is not needed at all, in fact, it never was

Keep your fucking love and keep it with you,

it is not valued at all; in fact, it never was

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To all your fucks, only a ‘fuck you’ is granted,

and that too is a generosity beyond words

You deserved less, and you got far, far more,

only cause you ain’t complete but in sherds

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To you, my friend, who cared to give a fuck,

to you, my friend, who chose to care for all

None of your fucks ever mattered,

none of them were counted at all

درد کا آخری شہر

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درد کا آخری شہر

ہر امید، ہر خوشی سے

لاتعلق اور بےخبر

آس کی فضاء میں

لامکاں اور بےخطر

ساکت اور معلق ہے


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درد کا آخری شہر

زندگی کے امتحان

آزمائشوں کے درمیان

پچھتاووں تلے دبے

خواہشوں کے گورستان

تڑپتا اور سسکتا

کراہتا کھنڈر ہوتا

لا حاصل تمنا اور 

ناممکن تعبیر کے درمیان

درد کا آخری شہر

اک دور اندھیری وادی میں

ساکت اور معلق ہے


درد کا آخری شہر

جانے انجانے میں

بہت سوں کی پہچان ہے

کچھ درد کے محبوب ہیں

کچھ درد سے انجان ہیں

کچھ آگہی کے آگے

مجبور اور بےکس

کچھ مایوس اور نادان ہیں

کچھ قسمت کے ہاتھوں

لاچار اور بےبس

کچھ ڈرتے اور پریشان ہیں

کچھ کی درد ہی پہچان ہے


درد کا آخری شہر

اس کے سب دروازوں کے

سب کیواڑ مقفل ہیں

اس کے سب مکانوں کے

سب مکین مردہ ہیں

زندہ ہیں، سانس لیتے ہیں

لیکن مردہ ہیں

حسرتوں کے جنازے

قطار اندر قطار

تکمیل کے کندھوں کے

بے سود انتظار میں

پڑے سڑتے ہیں


درد کا آخری شہر

بس خاموش رہتا ہے

اس کے ہر مکین کی

تڑختی شریانوں کے

لامحدود جالوں میں

کرب کا دریا بہتا ہے

سیاہ گاڑھا خون

کالے پارے کی مانند

رینگتا اور الجھتا ہے

تاریک کناروں کے

سرد پتھروں پر سرسراتا ہے

لیکن خاموش رہتا ہے


درد کا آخری شہر

بہت دور صحیح لیکن

مل جاتا ہے

کوئی اونچی فصیل نہیں

کوئی واضح حد بھی نہیں

مگر پھر بھی

جب ڈھونڈا جائے

مل جاتا ہے

نظروں سے اوجھل ہے

لیکن دلوں کو مل جاتا ہے

ہر کارواں کو، ہر مسافر کو

مل جاتا ہے


درد کا آخری شہر

اس کی مہیب تاریکی میں

اک اکیلی روشنی

ٹمٹماتی ہے

جگمگاتی ہے، مسکراتی ہے

ہمدردی کا دیا جلتا ہے

غم گساری کی لو بھڑکتی ہے

ہر مکین کا دل ہے

دوجے کیلئے دھڑکتا ہے

درد کا آخری شہر اور

اس شہر کے سب باسیوں میں

درد مشترک ہے


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